I've been ill for 5 years, well more like 20 years but I've only been out of work for 5 years (bi-polar, agoraphobia, social anxiety) and even if I felt I was well enough to work for an employer I doubt anyone would want to employ me given my medical history.
I've discovered I'm quite good at a certain craft (not cup cakes!) and have done a course to improve my skills, done a lot of research and a business plan. I don't need to borrow money to start up but I only have £1,000 in savings which wont last long if I don't make any money.
I've been self employed before having children so I know its hard work but I'm really scared of making that call to come off ESA . AIBU to even think about doing this when I have young (ish) children?