My cheeks are burning tears are streaming and I have reached breaking point , where shall I start. Had a tough time the last 15 months had a permanent job was made redundant 10 months it was all looking up for us as a family.
We had to move and give up a house due to anti social behaviour bought a new house 4 months in I'm made redundant so I get a temp job to have then the jobs endong and being back to square one.
I'm now without a job again may have a new one starting in the next week. Dp Is working all the hours he can, I have to ask for money makes me feel useless . We have become strangers the kids are playing up we have money problems like couples do, we never go out anymore alone and I feel so overwhelmed.
I turn to my parents for help tell them my problems to be told we are to busy to see you, they don't call don't offer to help I have found this really hard.
Just feel so useless trying to take care of my kids no support all my friends know my relationship is on the rocks and I feel useless right now I need a friend to dry my tears.
I look myself I have put on weight have no clothes that fit me , I need to pick myself up and get a grip any advice would be great.