Quick retread, I've had two previous threads about my situation, though not on AIBU, I just want to have a quick rantaroo without getting too into it.
Since before Christmas I've more or less become a foster mother to two children I've nannyed for while their mother recovers from a breakdown. I live with them during the week and work with another family on top of that. I'm clocking in about 16 hours a day, every day. I actually live two hours away in the family home in the countryside and commute on a regular basis. Since this situation has arisen I've spent about five days out of every month at my own house, and it's mostly just dropping off my stuff, doing laundry and packing to leave again.
My mother, who I have a fractious relationship with, no longer lives in the family home, it's just me and my Dad and there are plans underway now to sell it so we can move. To prepare for this she's breezing in next week with my brothers and SIL to 'clean up'. I can tell from a mile away this is going to turn into 'let's question all of Freaking's life choices.'
It just couldn't have come at a worse time. I'm trying to at least get a tidy up under way now but I'm so worn out by the last few months all I want to do is rest. I'll be gone again on Monday so this will be the last chance I have to sort it out. I should point out I have some health issues that really aren't helping anything.
I just cannot get motivated. Even now I'm lying in bed with a pain in my shoulder and there's so much work ahead of me, it's really getting me down.