I feel like I am writing a lot of these lately! So a bit of background quickly, I split with my DS's dad in Feb of this year. Since then the care of my DS has been shared. This has been working fine (for now). When my DS is with his dad his dad can give him his undivided attention as my ex lives back at home with mummy and daddy so they do all the running around making dinner, school run on his days, they do all the washing, cleaning and shopping. So basically my ex has all the time to do the fun stuff. When DS is at home with me it is just me so im trying to spend time with DS and do everything that needs done round the house. I do school run 3 days of the week and once I drop DS off im rushing off to work for 930 am.
Recently my DS has taken greatly to faffing about when im trying really hard to get us out on time. I feel like every morning im losing patience and shouting at my DS which I bloody hate! I just feel that im trying to do a million things at once and because im being the rushy/shouty parent my arsehole ex is being the fun one my DS is going to hate being at home with me!
Please tell me there are people in the same situation cos at the minute I feel totally alone in this. I just want my DS to be happy at home with me and im upset at my attitude!
Sorry for the ramble! I am at work so will pick up any replies later!