I am no doubt being utterly ridiculous, and this is not entirely unexpected, but having just had my first payslip following a promotion, I am taken aback by how little difference it has made. The pay increase was between £5000-6000 and that translates to £100 per month. I have paid £40-£60 a month more NI, tax and pension.
AIBU to think it was hardly worth it? My new role has considerable more responsibility, meaning more work to be done at home and therefore less time leftover, and for very little increase. Of course the extra money is great, but is not really going to make a huge difference, especially when compared to the difference in workload.
What is really depressing is that this is as good as it gets - there will be no point in my going for any more promotions, or even the next level of the pay scale, as I would lose my CB, making me worse off
. As a newly single parent, this seems grossly unfair and a little sickening.
I know I am vey lucky compared to some, but I do a professional job with a serious level of responsibility attached, and it is now clear that I am going to have to spend the rest of my life, well, not struggling, but 'watching the pennies', not going abroad, having to say 'no' a lot to the dc etc
Anyway, a very self-pitying post, but seeing it in black and white today has given me a jolt.