Heya, so the past few weeks I've had two threads asking for advice from all you lovely people. The first was the thread about me not being sure if I should contact my MH team about me suddenly feeling very happy etc (as I normally crash bad after those sort of episodes). I'm very very happy to be able to tell you all, after speaking extensively with those wonderful professionals, I have not crashed and in fact what I'm feeling is just extreme contentedness (contentness? Bah, I'll go with happiness) with my life [grin] no crashing, no suicidal thoughts and I still feel happy even now [grin] of course, depression doesn't magically go away so I'll still have to monitor things but thank you all for your advice, if I'd left it I would still be worrying today that I was suddenly going to crash and that probably would have caused me to go into that black hole itself. [flowers] to you all I also had one going about still cringing at a social situation id been in. I'm happy to say that yesterday she didn't look at me like I was crazy or run away screaming, we had a normal convo for a couple minutes and I managed not to sound too kooky for a change [grin] [flowers]