Another one here, but due to threads on MN I feel less isolated, which doesn't make the problem go away, but it helps a bit.
I feel like death warmed up when I wake up and I am FED UP of it.
My sleep varies from 'slept from 12-7 but slept lightly/woke up frequently' to 'didn't sleep all night - literally wide awake' and everything in between.
It doesn't matter if I am busy, exercise, eat well - nothing seems to help.
I don't have any aversion to taking drugs to help, but while they help you to 'sleep' do they actually make you feel like you have slept? Do you wake up feeling like you want to get up? Do you have any more energy the next day?
The things I tried didn't, so there didn't seem any point for me. I mean, I don't care if I am asleep or awake, I just want to feel like I have some energy. If that makes sense?
I am FED up of having to drag myself around and make myself do every little thing, everything is a chore - and never having the energy to want to do something.