aibu to be feeling abit shit now?

[MagicMojito]

Having a bad night

I have no friends, I don't particularly want any friends although sometimes (like tonight) it gets me down. I have anxiety so it really is too much trouble to maintain friendships so I have stopped bothering

I gave birth to a beautiful, healthy dd2 about a month ago, I also have an amazingly funny/cheeky/gorgeous toddler and a husband who loves me. I shouldn't feel this shit, but I do.

Just a bit pissed of with it all. I know that life could be so much better.

Seems I am a billy no mates in the online world aswel sob!

You're not alone in your loneliness! There are c so many of us out there, especially mums, who feel the same way. Not that it's any comfort...

I guess we need to try harder than others to get out and meet new people. It's not always that simple though is it

Thankyou for replying, I know what you mean about having to try harder than everyone else. It's like your going against every instinct in your body!

It used to be so much easier to talk to other people when I drank, but I went from being super nervous and not being able to relax and join in to being an obnoxious, loud, slurry drunk! I can't just be normal.

I worry that my dds are going to turn out like me. I hate the thought of them ever feeling this isolated from the rest of the world :(

Sorry to hear you're feeling so low, OP. I don't have any practical suggestions, but I wanted to give you some virtual support, and give your thread a bump.

I hope you can find a way to feel better about life.