update on my story

[presario1]

i posted my story before online and my last entry i mentioned it was my birthday and i wanted him to take me to a hotel on my birthday
well it was supposed to happen before as i wanted nothing to do with him on my birthday well he only mentioned a text on my birthday
but the killer is a chance encouter with a old school friend she saw photos of him on fb but never met him knew parts of my story saw him a least 2 hours away in her hometown walking up to a estate and going in to the house i confronted him over the phone about this as it made sense didnt want to meet me but was able to travel 1 on a public transport and bypass my house to meet this lady he confessed that he was there but only to look for a house and i heard he went to a cinema aswell im ablsoutly digusted this is the end for us and the worst part he doesnt care i dont think he is with this woman but im 32 and he is 43 i feel so lost i invested 3 years on my life with him supported him care for him loved him and this is the thank i get

You know that you are going nowhere with a man who just doesn't respect or love you the way you want him to. You are allowed to hurt and take time to get over it.

You need to be you and move on for your own sake or you will forever be posting here about what he's not done for you. You have been by his side the whole way and he hasn't been by yours.

One day it will be easier and you will be happy and meet someone who will love and treasure you the way you should.

It's ok to feel sad- but also look forward to meeting someone else. Perhaps have a read around here and make a shopping list of what to look for in a nice man!