I know all of these are first world problems and none of them are the end of the world but........
My parents are financially stuffed. They've have the house repossessed and are terrible with money. They are living in a house my sister owns and rents out. She's dropped the rent so it just covers her mortgage. They get some HB but this month have told her they cant pay the rent. I have been giving them money every month to help them and I have just chucked them (tonight) £300 that I really can't afford right now so they can pay the rent. But I can't do that every month. Especially not on top of what I give them already. I just don't understand why they can't pay the bloody rent and I am worried sick about them.
DSis is 7 month pg and self harming. She got kicked out by her partner at 6 months and is devastated. She doesn't think she will love the baby and I think she is suffering from severe depression. God knows what it will be like when the baby is born. I am worried sick about her.
I have got to move out of my home on the 30th of this month. I can't bloody find anywhere to rent. Houses are just in short supply round here atm. We had somewhere sorted and it felll through. There is nothing on the horizon. It's going to cost a bloody fortune to move if and when we do find somewhere and I have less money now I have just chucked a load more at DPs. So I am spending every spare minute trying to find a place, trying to pack and sort everything out and getting desperate.
DM has to have a hysterectomy and is taking that really hard (nothing serious - prolapse or something). She is really upset and tearful.
DF has MH issues which are getting worse.
I work FT and have a 2 year old who I love to bits but my job is super stressful and I am exhausted.
I just feel like I am juggling everything at the moment.
Sorry. Needed a vent. AIBU to be stressed to the point of wanting to sit in a dark room rocking and drinking gin?