I Have worked for the NHS (admin type roles) for 10 years.
Over the years I have applied for(probably about a dozen) various roles _ always getting an interview but never the actual job.
Anyway last year I was at last successful and got a temporary 12 month contract doing a role I absolutely love.
2 weeks ago I had an interview for the same role in a different department but was again unsuccessful - to add insult to injury it went externally.
I did receive positive feed back and was told I was indeed second choice out of 50 applicants but the successful candidate scored higher marks than I did.
I have just secured another interview (again the same role) but I really don't feel I have the "energy" to actually attend only to be disappointed again.
I know I sound really negative,but surely a time comes just to give up and accept I'm just not good enough.
Ps If anyone has any insider info on how to score max points in NHS interviews I'll be eternally grateful.