I want to write classic fiction. I have a plot, I read a lot and always have, I know my audience and I have studied blogs and books about how to write fiction. I have a plan - it's a project. I can see it might take years of further research, drafting, re-drafting, realising I'm crap, going back to the drawing board, perhaps a course here and there before my fiction even gets noticed.
But something inside me feels very cynical about it all and like it will not work out. For eg, many kids/young people I meet want to be singers/dancers/actors/footballers because the X-Factor and reality TV has become so widespread. I know that is not a realistic aspiration for them - but part of me feels I am a hypocrite for jumping on what probably is an unrealistic aspiration for me!
Considering the state of the publishing industry, the fact that getting an agent is mostly driven by your social media following, blogging etc, and I have no idea about that (I can see how it works for non-fiction - but how do you blog about fiction?)
I am cynical that all you have to do is "follow your passion" to "live your dream," whatever that is. I don't feel that the world actually works like that - and I feel I'm being disingenuous and a total cliché to even imagine it might be a possibility for me.
What are your views on the aspiration of writing a book in this day and age?