Feeling a bit sorry for myself and not sure if I am overreacting ...my step mum always seems to manage to upset me and I have come to the conclusion she doesn't like me ...to put a bit a bit of background on it my dad who brought me up is not my biological father but as far as I am concerned he is my dad as he knew i wasn't his baby but stayed with my mother until they split up ..
.when he first met his wife she seemed nice but quickly turned into someone else
....she has upset me on so many occasions now I've lost count at first it didnt really upset me too much but as the years have went on I am fed up of her
...things she has said and done are when she got married to my dad had my sister as bridesmaid and brother as usher and left me out...
when she got pregnant and I said I was excited to have a new sister told me in a joking way that she really wouldn't be my sister as my dad wasnt my biological parent....
when I got married gave me nothing as a present ...
when I lost my baby who had a defect and I had to go through the birth of having a stillborn baby offered me not one bit of comfort sighed when she saw all the bereavement cards and said it was too hard to pick one and then came for a visit a few weeks later and said we looked miserable..
.cooks meals for my sister invites her over with children but leaves me out ...there are far too many to list I would be here all day but I am starting to feel so upset inside and question if I am loveable at all I seem to draw toxic people into my life I feel totally fed up ....am I being paranoid ?