So... I am going out tonight with the girls from work (there will be about 15 of us) and I am so not looking forward to it. Now, there is absolutely no reason for this (I like all my colleagues, we're going to a new place I've been wanting to try etc) other than that it is Saturday night.
I've always been like this. Even pre-DC's I always went out on a Friday night with friends. Saturdays, for me, are about relaxing. All I want to do is get into my pj's, get a takeaway, snuggle up with DD1 (7) to watch Strictly, get the DD's (also have DD2 11mo) to bed and then have a glass of wine or three while me and DH watch a film.
I hate the thought of it getting to tea time and having to start thinking about getting ready etc.... I'm driving tonight (my choice) so haven't even got wine to look forward to!
As I said, there's no reason for this other than the choice of night. If it had been last night - then great! It's a special birthday for one of the others, so I wouldn't dream of not going, and I know I will have a good time even though I only have one week of ML left and being with them all will remind me of that.
I just wish it wasn't tonight! I am the only person to feel like this....?