TBH whenever I scanned over his 'antic's in the news, I would think 'what a bloody mess, why would he do that to himself'. He had fame, money and was doing something he loved.
After watching this tonight, I feel great sadness for him. I am not into football AT ALL, I would feel the same no matter who he was.
It was a very poignant view of the effects of alcoholism. He say's he does not know why he drinks but after reading bits on google, you can get a general idea.
My view of him has changed I have to say as I had judged him on his alcoholism without knowing much about HIM. He has been made a figure of mirth in the press and it is a disgrace.
I think there is a root cause for most, if not all, self destructive behaviour like this and a lot of it comes from childhood, the effects of which are sorely underestimated IMO.
Very, very sad.