I am not speaking for people to feel sorry for me - I just want people to know what it is really like for victims and families in our situation.
Relying on the evidence before the jury is like trying to catch all the seeds in a dandelion head.
I was and still am genuinely and completely shocked. I have always been a fine upstanding citizen, I do not have even a pirated CD in my house, I believed, I believed in the government, in SS, in the police, I believed if something bad happened to us, that there would be people to help us, there would be justice.
We are facing losing our home, if my husband loses his job, I do no know what we will do - 25 years of loyal service.
Instead of help and justince there has been a tsunami of bad things, that just keeps rolling.
And I wish I could say - its just us, we have had it worse, but we haven't my story is typical, absolutely typical of what really happens.
People need to know how bad things are - or they will never change.