It all started last October when I had a miscarriage followed by my husband having two heart surgeries, followed by my father spending 4 months in hospital (in another county 100 miles away)with septecemia having been told he would die, followed by sister being diagnosed an anorexic, my brother in law is an alcoholic, my brother was declared a bankrupt and moved country with his entire family followed by another miscarriage, diagnosis of a possible auto-immune diesease (which I hope will turn out to be ok) followed by having to move out of my beautiful house last week to move in with my mother in law for 3 months because my entire house (except for 2 rooms) being damaged by a faulty heating system(everything has to go), followed by being told I have a 58k tax bill, 10k heating system replacement (on top of whatever our insurance premium will be after this if we can get insured) and having only 23k to pay it because I am hopelessly naive, followed by my husband being told his job is in jeopardy, follwed by sitting at my desk with no work and knowing that I cannot sustain it. The only thing that is good and right is that after one successful IUI I am 9 weeks pregnant but I am consmed with worry about having no money and upset that I think I will miscarry and I cant stop crying because the misery keeps coming.