to post this to cheer you all up?

[ThatVikRinA22]

www.buzzfeed.com/daves4/the-happiest-facts-of-all-time

its lovely. happy reading! have a good day!

Today would be my due date had it not gone all wrong. I'm pissed and maudlin, but this has cheered me up. Thank you, emphatically.

X
geraldine

My cousin is having her baby tommorow and I'm v happy for them, but so sad for what should be. Hope you don't mind me saying vicar, I'm a long time lurker but follow you. How are you doing?

Oh Geraldine, for you.

Thanks Vicar, I've just got home from taking dd to the emerg dentist after she split her gum at school . She's fine thank God, but those did cheer me up. As did a large Toblerone

I should go to bed but being very self indulgent. Done loads of sections this week, happy for everyone but hollow myself. Thanks for the thoughts :) I'm keeping it quiet in rl.

Oh, Geraldine, that stinks and is completely unfair.

Vicar, thank you! The first one especially, I could stare at all day.

Ty ty

geraldine
im doing ok thank you for asking, had my last counselling session today. im accepting that its ok to be who i am and just trust myself a bit more.

im so sorry to read of your heart ache. Would it help to take a few days out just for yourself? or are you better keeping busy? Do what you need to do, whatever you feel you need to do, go with it. You are not being self indulgent at all - dont feel that. You are entitled to feel sad. Its ok to feel sad.

i am thinking of you. its not much, but i am.
x

I'm as sad as I've ever been. I cant accept it all. I spend my whole life helping people but I can't fix this. I'm desolate and I can't tell anyone. I'm very glad you are feeling better, you really deserve it. Ty for starting this thread, sure il regret it, but nice to talk to someone :) ty

And nice that I have stoppped lurking and asked you how you are, believe it o not, I've been rooting for you :)

bless you.
thank you so much.

you know i have threads on the MH boards....they are so supportive and full of really lovely folk if you fancy joining.....

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/feeling_depressed/1774337-This-is-our-Village-People-Need-support-Move-In-Here

please do feel free to pop over there and talk to us - this is the 5th thread....everyone there understands about depression and feeling low, for a variety of reasons. we all have that in common, no matter what brought it about.
its a lovely, safe, supportive place. pull up a pew and join. Its full of diversity - but we all have hit rock bottom for whatever reason and are struggling to get back up....please join us. its therapy.
xxx

Geraldine, mate, don't feel bad for feeling sad and expressing it lovey. It's not self-indulgent in the slightest, it's a VERY SAD thing indeed that has happened. So sorry to hear that you cant tell anyone in real life. Are you really sure that's the case? If no friends etc can you talk on here? There are always heaps of people up for a hand hold. Even in the middle of the night.

Thanks you two :) im finding people think as I have a ds its not so bad, but it was honestly the worst thing that's happened to me. I went all mad afterwards and I don't wants anyone to think it will happen again. I'm a scrub nurse, deal with things like this everyday, why can't I be ok myself. Mad.

Middle of the night deffo helping me

click my link....go on....you know you want to....

seriously. those threads have been my online diary. my waffling. my therapy. and people have put up with it!

safe space to waffle to your hearts content about anything you feel you need to.
its very good for the soul.

I will do it, the time is nigh :) should I stop listening to Barry manilow now. :)

click my link sweetheart and listen to anything you want to listen to is my advice!

see you on the village green? we have a pub and everything! will look for you....xxx

Ty ty :) also are you on nights? I have an excuse as catching up with essential music.

im on nights tomorrow, and i can never go for a nap before nights, so what i do is just work my way around the clock until im awake at night and sleeping during the day.
im a bit of a night owl anyway so it suits me that way. ill got to bed in a bit and sleep late....then i might survive the night! its been a very very busy week, ive not had a break the last 3 days, and worked over for 2 days so i might get away a bit earlier tomorrow....fingers crossed!

so plan is to spend much of tomorrow in bed in readiness for night shift....

I prefer nights, sleep loads the day before though. You catch the drunks, I fix the bones ;)

sounds about right!
though tonight i tripped over the door step in the nick and (get ready for the pun....)
i fought the floor
and the floor won!

i have a lump on my head, carpet burns on my head, nose, upper lip and chin. i look like ive just done 10 rounds with tyson....so attractive....and all my own fault! i fell literally flat on my face.....i did put my hand out but have a bruised and sprained wrist to show for it...

so i have a bit of sympathy for those bones.....and i wasnt even drunk!

glad to see your joined the village....please stick around there.....they are a lovely lovely bunch. they will support you, nurture you, talk to you, let you say whatever you need to say.

thanks for the happy link Vicar :)

glad to be of service....the happy link is lovely. My DH sent it to me....

just brilliant ... will be beaming all day!

Brilliant although nearly cried at the window cleaners!