Ds2 had a hospital appt this aft. I was going to cancel as all 4 dcs disabled/i don't drive/dh had to work and I thought itd be too difficult getting there and taking them all.
Dm said she would have older 3 as long as I got a taxi and wasn't too long as dd2 is diabetic and dm wont/cant do her jabs (despite being a first aider and has seen me do it loads she doesn't want tolearn and its just me and dh who can do them).
I checked dd blood sugar before I left, explained when to check again and when to give her 10g carb snack to prevent it dropping too much.left hypo stuff out just in case, dm was fine but asked me again just as taxi got there to re check dd.
I was an hour at appt phoned after to see how dcs were-dm HADN'T checked or given snack at the time/s we agreed.I asked her to check dd then and she was 3.1 (hypo) had to have glucose tablets etc.
I was so worried I then couldn't breathe was desperate to get home, it was pouring, no taxis at rank so I ran to bus stop and was crying and a complete mess I was terrified dd wouldn't be ok.
DM offered to have dcs I don't understand why she did this.When I got back dd1 (11) was upset as dm had blamed her-shes a child herself but felt bad dd2 had been unwell with a hypo.
AIBU to be so upset, and I feel stupid for having a panic attack over it 