I'm such a twat - in my time honoured way, i forgot - well procrastinated because these sort of things make me anxious 
putting a form in for an after school club that my DD wants to do. I was sure it would be OK (WHY FFS, these thins always get full) so went in the office this morning to clarify and its bloody full :(
My DD is going to be inconsolable, especially as it was a bribe to get her to do after school club as i am no longer working (again due to my FUCKING anxiety) so I can't afford to pay for after school care that i don't need.
HOW am i going to make it up to her??? She is going to have the mother of all meltdowns (it is fair to say that she can be a tad spoilt!) but its not that, im upset because she will be so sad.
I am such a shit mother - All it took was a phone call/filling a form in 