Before I start I know there are people much worse off than me.
Last year I was made redundant whilst pregnant,I decided to concentrate on my pregnancy and help my colleagues look for work. Now that Im looking for a job I think its aload of crap that I was made redundant,I think its crap that after 15 years of hard work they gave us 1/2 days notice and in general its just bloody crap.Im 37 have worked all my life shouldnt this point of life just be abit easier and kinder to me now I have had a baby,Ive paid my dues,Im a good person and I help people when I can.when does karma kick in???
When my maternity leave ran out I decided not to sign on and give my self 2 months to get a job,Theres not much out there in my feild of work at the moment.My saveings were takeing a bit of a battering so I signed on to be told my cv could be better,I now have to go on a course in 4 weeks time,to re fresh my cv. Now after all this time and it will befrom 6 weeks from first signing on will be when I will be offered help with my cv.which is also crap as I need a job now not in six weeks.I feel like I have wasted my time since January now.
Anyway I just wanted to get this out of my head before I re write my cv myself,being abit more creative and apply for a job I have found this morning.Then I can get back to being my positive self again.
I know lifes not fair,I know I will get a job but right now I feel like crap.well worse than crap really.