Know this sounds petty, but haven't been very well for the last couple of days, fluey, bad chest, no energy, hardly did anything yesterday and haven't done much today, I rarely get ill but almost always just push through when I do, especially as I am self-employed and have no family nearby. Had to ask OH to pick up lempsips and my prescription from the docs for me on his way home from work, we were all supposed to be going out with friends for Pizza tonight, but have had to ask him to take both boys as feel so rough and haven't been eating much. Now I know that this is a tall order and that I have had to ask for favour and he did help me out and do what I asked but he was a bit arsey cause he had been delayed at work, delayed in traffic, had had to delay his friend for half an hour and had had to rush around. Please bear in mind that I rush around like a blue arsed fly every day, aside from when I am ill, haven't been this ill for over three years. Also have a good friend who is going through a really bad time at the mo and have been there for her through thick or thin over the last year, my choice and cause I have genuinely wanted to as she is a good friend. Yesterday phoned and left message to say that I wouldn't be picking my DC up from school as I was ill. I know that if the boot was on the other foot, I would have texted her to see how she was and ask if she needed anything. Sorry, bit of a pity party going on here, need to get over myself.