Fiancé left me suddenly, I have an 18 MO DS and I am pregnant, Baby was planned and life was perfect so it came as a complete and utter shock and I haven't got over it one bit.
I am devastated, I am heartbroken and I am struggling to keep my emotions in check when I am talking to people. I just want him back.
I had to move in with my family who have become increasingly hostile towards me; They don't want to talk anymore and show no interest, They are extremely argumentative about the littlest thing and they have said that I have 'Been a burden all my life'.
I cannot stress enough that I have done nothing to deserve this. Yes, I have been extremely emotional and go to bed early as the nights are the hardest time for me but I am always having a laugh and smiling to try and pick myself up. I cannot help my devastation and I won't ever get over him leaving me, I still love him and all I want is to be a family again.
Take today, I asked my DM what was wrong and she snapped at me, Told me that I am creating atmospheres and drama and making life hard. I said that I didn't choose the situation I am in and she just told me how hard there life has got and how I should be offering to make them teas and coffees etc. Later that day my DM and DF started at me again, screaming at me about how hard there life is and about me being a burden and how I have been a burden to them all there life. When I tried to talk to understand why the sudden change of emotion towards me they screamed at me to shut up.
It happens everyday and if I knew why or I had done something to deserve this I would honestly tell you, But there is nothing.
I don't know what to do anymore, I am being ignored by everyone and told to not ask them for anything anymore (I ask for the occasional lift to get to my hospital appointments) I pay my way and I help around the house.
What can I do, I just feel as though I need some support as each time I get upset and try to talk about my feelings they blank me and tell me that they are not interested.
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