Background, when I was 17yrs old I was messing round and pretended I could read BF palm (trying to impress!). However when I did it feelings and pictures came into my mind. My BF few a days later said 'were you messing reading my palm'?
I said 'No but I think it was my imgination!' To which my BF said 'but what you said is true!'. Believe me I was in more 
I started to try it out and everyone I did a palm reading on it was spookily accurate! It actually got stronger the more I practiced. I found I could do it with holding items and just sitting without touching person too. I even started to get messages from loved ones who past over.
One night I was in pub with my mum I was 18yrs old. One local an irish gypsy came up to me and said he was psychic! My mum blurted out jokingly 'My dd is too!'. He was a man that everytime I walked past or looked at made me frigtened. He insisted I read his palm! As soon as I touched his hand I let go as I could sense the bad vibes. But he still insisted. I started to read it.
I told the man about the woman with his child who no one knows about and she really needed finanical help. I said a few other things too but can't remember now as over 20 yrs ago. Later that night as I came out of the toilet the gypsy cornered me and said if I told anyone about his child he would kill me. I was terrified. I told my mum and she told the man off.
Anyway I decided I didn't want to do it anymore due to my job etc and have never practiced it and possibly lost this thing I could do, although never tried again. Few weeks ago I was away with my mum and we got into a heated conversation about my DSis whom we have not spoken for 5 yrs. My mum turned round and said 'Dsis doesn't like you because you are an evil witch doing black magic and speaking to spirits'. It actually me as it was over 20 years ago and possibly a 'phase' although I never made anything up.
Is my mum BU still bearing this grudge over 20 years later? Am I evil? AIBU? Also what was my crime for being able to get messages to loved ones and talk about past/future? I thought I was trying to help people back then? (never took money and only did it when asked)