Will keep it brief, just need to get it "out" as DH is working and no one to discuss it with.
Putting the DCs to bed this evening (DS 2 & DD 4 months) and poor DS was sick after his nighttime milk (mmmmm, pleasant!) so had to pretty much dump DD in her cot whilst I cleaned DS up and calmed him down. DD was a bit grumpy this evening anyway and got majorly upset at being put in her cot in such a manner.
Anyway, finally got DS cleaned, changed and calm and into bed, and DD had cried herself to sleep. I feel so shit about this. I know it was just one of those unfortunate things, and is the way it goes when you're on your own with kiddies, but I try so hard not to let either of them cry it out or cry alone. I always do my best to pacify (was much easier with just PFB, but I do try).
I thought I was more relaxed this time around, but it seems not.
Sorry, bit of a pointless post but feeling guilty and need someone to tell me to get a grip, no harm done and she'll have forgiven me by her next feed! C'mon you lot, don't indulge my pathetic-ness