ok trying to cut it short ,basically my husband as being lying to me again ,we separated for over 2 years,he's cheated more times than i care to remember .the last time (18 mnths ago) i said this was his last chance,that's when i allowed him to move back in .he's been ok but tonight when it was meant to be him and his "mate" i have photos on fb of him at a bbq,,he's said he didn't know that was the plan but he's not denied it,,anyway when he came home i did go a bit mad(insecurities ) but now my kids think it's me shouting at their df and i'm in the wrong,,i really want to leave right now,,but nowhere to go,,is it me?