I do not understand why he has gone. I have been told he moved back to the USA from where he was when we were chatting. I suspected he might stop chatting to em when his business finished in the other country but now it has happened I feel hurt. I don't understand why and peoople can be cruel that way. He seemed so caring but nothing from him and I know he is online sometimes..
I don find it hard to move on from things, this isn't the first time I have been left hence the use of the word 'abandoned'. It hurts more than it should but I did have silly fantasies about meeting him etc
AIBU?