Firstly I will say that there are much bigger sadder things happening today, and in the world in general, and I know This thought alone should be the kick i need, but at the moment i just feel shit. Also this is probably just a self indulgent whine.
I am 15w with a much wanted DC2, we had been TTC for over 2 years. I am Happy to be pregnant, but i dOnt feel as excited as I did with DS, which makes me feel guilty.
My DS is a very easy going boy, a good sleeper and again he alone should be a reason to ditch this miz im in.
My DP is reasonably supportive he does his fair share round the house and works hard etc.
As you can see i really have nothing to
Worry about, BUT
We are getting married in may and have money to find for it, i also feel a bit stresse by the dress side of things, especially ad there will be 4months max between DC2 and wedding day.
I also feel a bit like some of my frendships are superficial I often feel like I make all the effort, I feel a bit like peoples option a lot of the time.
I find myself feeling a bit like everyone elses social life is better than mine, and when im not invited places or involved in conversations, I percieve it as a slight.
I feel a bit scared about filling my days with two DCs, and I know i should try to make new friends but im unsire how easy that will be..
None of this Is really major but AIBU to just feel like sloping off to bed for a cry? Maybe its just hormones.