AIBU to just want a good cry...!

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I just want to cry... Sob actually... I don't even know what about..

Feeling really sorry for myself and upset..

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x posts with curious, I typed mine before I saw yours. So sorry

Curiousgeogie I'm sorry

I'm making fish pie if anyone wants some of that to go with the wine??

A bit of crap may have come out of my mouth before freeze frame.

However need to put it in perspective. [Thinking about Great Ormond Street episode last night. Poor Sol and his family]. Some people have such a lot to worry about.

I've been waiting to get home all day to weep and now it just won't come and I need to get it out. I've messed up due to sheer incompetence and refusing to deal with life. I have abdicated responsibility for my own reality and there's no-one to blame but me and I'm too crap to pick up my own pieces. Oh no tell a lie, there I go, weep, weep.

What happened to make you feel like that?

Thank you for the hug AllYours it's set me off again, kindly follow up with a slap please!

Nobody's ill, nobody's died, grip required by Kleptronic if anyone's got one spare.

Slightly damp hugs for all on here. Now pass the tissues, dagnammit.

:)

Wine for all partakers...

I'm sorry was busy playing the fairy.

Is everybody feeling better after all the wine?

Oh God how awful I couldn't bear to read and run. Have you got anyone you can lean on right now?

I'm not in any way putting myself in your shoes, but I recently had an operation meaning that the door is probably closed on extending our family. I'm having mixed feelings right now about the children we will never have. One minute I'm optimistic, the next I'm down in the gutter. Everything to do with pregnancy and birth is so highly charged, and having to deal with this when you're not in your own home must be bloody frightful.

Is your Mum the open type? Can you speak to her at all whilst you're staying there?

Keep us posted, if only to vent. You will be in my prayers tonight.

Sunflower , I feel your pain. Same thing happened to me a couple of weeks ago. I didn't even start talking but started sweating and the room started spinning. I had to leave the room where I then hit the deck! And I can be fine. It's strange, the mind is a strange thing.

Have a good cry everyone, does the world of good.

I actually had a good cry at work yesterday stupid arsehole of a boss questioned me over the amount of time off I'd had for my cervical op (cancerous cells), and I got stuttery and mixed up. He asked me when my next appointments were and I gave him a rough answer which apparently 'just isnt good enough from a supervisor'.

I was so angry, it took every ounce of strength not to cry there and then. I excused myself as quickly and quietly as I could and then just went outside to a quiet spot and sobbed.

I just felt like wtf?! I've been through so much bollocks and you're questioning me over it?! How does that work?