DH said last night that his acquaintance (they worked on a project once in a different country years ago) is coming to our town. She lives in a different country. At first he said we would all go out somewhere and have tea, buns etc. Then he said she would come home. I said, sorry but no. I study during the day (take an online course because I want to find a job after years of not working and being dependent on DH). During the day I am disturbed by my younger DS. Then the older one comes from school and the time when I really study is evening after they go to bed. I feel tired and often go to bed after the midnight and then wake up early. I will need to tidy up our house. It is not in the best shape because it is a rented place. Lots of work. DH says there is no need to tidy up but I would not invite people in our house if it is not tidy unless it is someone I have known very very well. I wish he could just go somewhere with that woman and would not involve me and the kids. I know he probably wants to present his family but how about going out instead inviting everyone home. It is me who is going to prepare food, table etc.
Last night he came home from work very late. He works a lot. It was already after midnight. I was almost falling asleep then he came in with a laptop. He needed to read information for today's work and he was too tired to do it in the next room. I, of course, could not sleep because of the light, the sound etc. I think he is selfish and he thinks it is me who is selfish. Sorry for the long post. Am I being selfish? :)