Its not all the money i have in the world, and for the record i left my ex, and everything behind cos he was very violent and even stabbed me, of course the money was gone from our joint account.....YES STUPID MOVE TO HAVE A JOINT ACCOUNT I KNOW!!!!!!!
I sold my engagement ring, and wedding ring to get hold of some money, so the reason for me being homeless was not my fault although i suppose it was for marrying an arse!
I have paid my debts off so, thats a good thing right? All sorted in that department, and i was paying quite a lot off a week, but could only do so much as i am staying with mum (i move in a weeks time btw, before someone says o but you havent actually MOVED yet) yes i have got the removal sorted out, a friend of a friend has a van i can borrow and my friend is going to drive it as i have no licence!
I said 200 pounds that i CAN spend, i have more than that in my account actually. I am not stupid enough to be skint (although have been a few times, but only the day before i got more money) So its hardly crime of the century is it! And oh yes i went into primarks and bought two £3 tops yesterday.
And its hard to save when you had a cocaine addicted ex n any case. Now i can save i am, and i think i am doing quite well at getting sorted, i think its just something i needed to cheer me up, today is 3years since littley was due. So what i am young, i am still dealing with everything, a lot of people go off the rails onto drink and drugs, instead i WANT to buy something, BUT very rarely do. I needed those two new tops and they ahrdly broke the bank! At least i only consider it, and want it, i dont go do it, but i will get a new phone, a cheapie, cos i NEED one, its my lifeline in an emergency, and this one is getting very unreliable, which is fine at mums BUT not on my own, Mum has a landline you see, i wont, i see it as another unneccessary bill, and i would rarely use it.