I don't know why. When I look down and don't see a bump there I get sad.
I've also realised there were loads of things I didn't do whilst I was pregnant - like get on the bus with a big belly (what a stupid thing to think of!) or not taking a pregnancy test in late pregnancy to see how dark the line is (apparantly you stop producing hcg after 12 weeks?).
I also don't have any pics of my bump.
I know these are pretty stupid reasons for missing being pregnant but even with my baby laying next to me, I still wish I could pop him back inside and feel those kicks and squirms again.
I didn't even have an easy pregnancy - it was filled with anxiety and dread, and then the last 5 months is a blur due to constipation, heartburn and spd.
I can understand why some women have babies within a year of having their last one. The temptation is very high right now.
AIBU? Please tell me I am, so I can get over this stupidity.