I'm doing a nursing degree and am in my first year on my first placement. It's an outpatients department and I literally seem to just stand around for 10 hours doing sod all. It's SO boring. I'm not really doing any nursing at all, everything I'm doing a normal secretary could do. It's a case of shifting records from one drawer to the next for 10 hours straight. I look at my watch and it's 10am. I check again thinking at least half an hour must have passed only to see it's 10.05am. The days are SOOOOO long. I've stuck it out for 4 weeks now and only have 2 weeks left but I'm getting to the point where the thought of going in actually depresses me. I met up with a few uni friends last weekend and they're all really excited about their placements, have given injections, done dressings, looked after people - really nursey type stuff and it made me feel even worse. Yesterday I got there at 8am, nothing to do at all until 9am so I literally just stood there for an hour. From 9am until 12.30pm I simply stood collecting patient records from a box and adding them to a different pile, slowly losing the will to live. I had a half hour lunch break and then back to it - picking up papers, moving them onto other papers - bearing in mind that even THIS is few and far between, the majority of the time I'm literally just stood there WAITING for the bloody papers to arrive in the box for me to sort. I remember looking at my watch and it was 2.30pm and I thought to myself I just could not do that for another 3.5 hours. I really couldn't. It's mind numbing.
The staff are lovely and they have been trying to find things for me to do but even they struggle to find stuff to do. I'm due a 10 hour shift of it tomorrow and it's making me feel depressed jut thinking about it.
I only have 2 weeks left but it's going to be the longest two weeks of my life I think. AIBU to think this is an utterly shit first placement? I know I'm lucky to have got into uni etc in the first place but I am really struggling. One day I went into the toilet and played on my phone for 10 minutes as nobody was about and there was literally nothing to do. I came out after 10 minutes, still nobody about. I went back in and played on it for another 10 minutes - nobody even noticed I'd gone