Well, for those of you who know or guess i am, please dont out me, this is a permanent name change.
Today i get my housing decision, or at least it should be made today, so very anxious and nervous. Tomorrow I have my solicitors appointment regarding contact AGAIN.
Last thursday i got a letter from a solicitor regards of contact and although i have already seen her, i am back for another appointment tomorrow, and housing today so very nervous. Just want to rant really. Had to fill in forms getting dates of fits etc for my driving licence, which was a little bit of a pain but hopefully will be worth it, cos i have no photo i.d at current.
I have hated sitting and waiting, but i am now dreading the decision! What if they choose not to house me again? How can they dispute it?? What are my next steps. I may have to run around getting even more evidence. I know i have a dentist appointment coming up for my front tooth, started the gym, with a friend to get all my stresses out to which i am going to.
It seems like for the last month i have been sitting waiting, ready almost like a sitting duck to be shot, now i have a strange, weird feeling that its allgoing to be mayhem again....oh and my sister may well be here permanently now too. Oh yes i also had a letter about a query with my benefits....ie ex had been claiming for me and little one for a period of about a week or so before it stopped. I informed them on the monday (came down on the saturday), so couldnt have done much more. He just didnt bother too because i suppose he wanted the money and expected to give me piss all tolive on and my mum would subsidise me, she cant though, she is skint and a pentioner.
Am I being Unreasonable to think with me its either all or nothing?? And to be anxious nervous, moany and jumpy this morning?
Feel free to ignore me rant and please dont slaughter me!!