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AIBU to be feeling slightly pissed off with/let down by my friend?

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Fireandashes · 18/02/2012 18:17

Don't want to be accused of being a drip feeder so this might get long!

Friend (we?ll call her A) and I met through work two years ago. Although we no longer work in the same department, we have lunch together most days, socialise out of work and occasionally go out as a foursome with partners.

A has a prickly relationship with her family. She gets on okay with her younger brother but much less so with her older brother, and because of the latter she tends to fall out with/get irritated with her parents quite frequently because they always seem to side with him. Her younger brother is getting married shortly and A is one of the bridesmaids, older brother is best man.

My husband has serious MH issues and is classed as disabled. We have coping strategies, he has some decent spells when we manage to get out and about etc but there is a permanent sense of teetering on the edge of a pretty black abyss. A is aware of this.

Unfortunately over the last two weeks, the abyss has opened once more and husband has been as bad as he?s been for a couple of years. Week before last, I took a couple of days off work to look after him, and when I was back in on the Friday I emailed A to say I wouldn?t be lunching as I had to work through lunch to make up time to leave early. She replied saying she hoped it was for something nice and I emailed back saying unfortunately not, it was to take hubby to an appointment, and wished her a nice weekend. I didn?t get a reply.

The upshot of the appointment is that hubby was assessed as a suicide risk and the Crisis Intervention Team has become involved, a third kind of medication has been prescribed etc.

A was on holiday last Monday and on Tuesday I popped round to her desk to see if she?d had a good weekend ? she was staying at her parents as there was a bridesmaid?s dress fitting, and as stated I know things can be a bit tense there. The gist was no, she?d had an awful time and had fallen out with her parents and older brother again. I sympathised but was conscious I was standing at her desk in work time so couldn?t really get into the detail. I apologised for not lunching again ? a member of my team is off on long-term sick (having chemo) and I?d arranged to pop round to his house at lunch time to deliver some presents we?d collected in the team for him. A said it was just as well as she wasn?t in the mood to be good company. She didn?t ask about hubby, or how I/we were doing.

I arranged to WFH on Wednesday to be on hand for hubby. On Thursday A emailed to say she wouldn?t be lunching as she still wasn?t feeling very cheerful. Again, no question about how I/we were coping.

On Friday we arranged to have lunch. I asked her if she?d managed to patch things up with her family; unfortunately she hadn?t and she started to tell me about it ? all to do with her older brother?s behaviour on the younger brother?s stag do. During lunch my hubby sent me a couple of texts, quite agitated because the Crisis Intervention Team rep hadn?t turned up at the appointed time. I apologised to A for reading/replying to texts while she was talking and made some comment about hubby being upset because of the CIT?s no-show. A said something like ?that?s not good? and continued talking about her family. Then, after 20 minutes (we get a fixed hour for lunch) she said ?I?m off, I have to ring B [another friend]? and that was it.

AIBU to expect at least a token enquiry into how things are going for me/us? I don?t labour the point of the suicide risk etc because I know it can be embarrassing for other people but she is aware of the overall situation and we have discussed it in the past. Or am I being hypersensitive because I?m a bit stressed anyway, and she?s wrapped up in her own troubles? She was very upset about it ? she presents quite a hard front but she told me during Friday?s lunch that she?d cried all the way back home on Monday.

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PattiMayor · 18/02/2012 18:22

It sounds as if she can't handle it if she cried all the way home on Monday. But that doesn't mean you're not entitled to feel let down. It sounds a really hard situation :(

MrsKittyFane · 18/02/2012 18:38

You are in a terrible situation, she is having a bad time with her family. Sometimes people haven't got the emotional energy to take on board another's story.
Don't take it personally, you're both in at the deep end. An hour isn't a long time to catch up properly. Maybe on your next lunch date, you will be able to share what's going on with you.

ImperialBlether · 18/02/2012 19:03

I think sometimes you have to actually spell out what's happening. You said your husband had an appointment, but if afterwards you'd sent her a message explaining what resulted from that appointment, then I'm sure she would have behaved differently.

Both of you are going through a bad time. It must be awful for you to hear that your husband is a suicide risk - absolutely awful. Obviously it trumps her problems, but you can't actually say that. She is suffering and you are suffering.

I don't think you should lose a friend over this. If her life was lovely at the moment and she had no time for you, then yes, fair enough, but she's going through a rough time too. Better not to make any big decisions whilst you're going through such a bad time.

I'm so sorry your husband is so ill. It must be really difficult for you to take time to care for yourself. I hope you have some support from family and other friends.

warthog · 18/02/2012 19:09

i think you might be coming across too subtly and she doesn't realise the seriousness of your situation.

at the same time she probably also feels you're not being supportive enough.

tough situation when both of you have crises at the same time. a bit of understanding will go a long way - from both sides.

so sorry about your dh. i hope things look up soon.

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TheProvincialLady · 18/02/2012 19:13

I think she is not the person to look for support from at the moment, and neither should she be looking for support from you. Is your relationship normally fairly equal in terms of emotional support, or would you say that you or she has tended to dominate in the past? If she has tended to lean on you with her problems in the past and not reciprocate, maybe it is time to think about the friendship. If on the other hand you have been the one who needs support the most, maybe she just needs time for herself and can't take on even one small bit more of your problems...I have felt like this in the past. In which case just give it time. Only you can tell whether this is a temporary blip or symptomatic of a deeper problem.

FetchezLaVache · 18/02/2012 19:35

Is it out of character for her not to ask after your husband/let you offload a bit? Are you so pissed off because you feel there isn't actually anyone else you can share this with?

So sorry you're going through this, and I hope you've got someone else in RL you can have a good chat to about it.

redwineformethanks · 18/02/2012 19:51

If you haven't given her much detail of how bad things are at the moment, she may not realise that you're suffering more than normal. When my aunt was ill (for many years), my Mum didn't really like people to ask after her, because Mum felt it showed that they weren't understanding that there never was any news, or improvement.

It sounds as though you are pretty good friends normally, but the friendship is being tested because you're both feeling down at the same time.

Sorry for your DH. That does sound very tough

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