To feel so sad and alone on valentines day?

[MyLittleMiracle]

Well some people on here already know me, so please dont out me, i made a permanent name change.

I feel so alone, its the first valentines day i have spent alone in about twelve years (since being 11ish), I always spent a night over my best friends or had a boyfriend, now i am doing neither, my best friend lives miles away and i am going through a divorce. I know i am better off physically mentally and emotionally without my ex, but feel very alone. :(

AIBU, just to want someone to come and give me a big hug, which is so very needed?

i felt like this a few years ago

today i was not bothered at all, the ex came round to see ds this evening and i went off to the gym, it was very busy full i am guessing those like me that are not in a relationship

I have just done my first christmas, my first new year, first anniversary of fil's pasing, and now valentines day all alone. I will survive, its just hard and i just need a big hug.

Thank you everyone. It has to get easier...maybe its guilt to about LO not seeing dad! But he doesnt seem to miss him, and is always smiling and giggling and happy!