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to hate everything and everyone and that everyone would be better off without me

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takethecraproad · 30/01/2012 22:50

I think I can't go back from here, I am so utterly fed up and intolerant of everything.. surely they would be better off without me.
I don't want to be married or anything else.
I want to be far far away.

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takethecraproad · 19/02/2012 04:25

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takethecraproad · 19/02/2012 04:25

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poppycat04 · 19/02/2012 04:45

Hi Op, here and listening if it helps ...

CatsSleepAnywhere · 19/02/2012 07:08

Hi OP, We are here if you need/want to talk anymore.

I am also going through a rough time lately (feeling,down etc) and will be getting counselling soon (first time).
Maybe you should go to your GP again and talk things through.x

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takethecraproad · 19/02/2012 13:05

thanks for replies i managed to get back to sleep.
it just all seems such a mess under the surface, and i can't sort it out properly.

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mellymooks · 19/02/2012 14:29

Please don't think anyone would be better off without you. My Dad thought that and 22 years later I am still not better off without him, miss him everyday and wish I could have helped him to see how loved he was, but I was just a kid.
Please get help, here, RL, anyway that feels possible, please don't give up.

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takethecraproad · 19/02/2012 20:03

sorry to hear that mellymooks.
I think as a parent you have to bear it all so as to spare your children the pain. But I suppose if you are in the darkest place where it seems life can't go on and everyone would be better off without you then thats why it happens.
We know more about the effect of suicide on family members now.. in the past it was not so well known.

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desperatenotstupid · 19/02/2012 20:16

takethecraproad - just to reiterate, your family will not be better without you. You sound like good mother who has taken the brunt of everything to protect your family - i dont know what has happened but i just hope that you start to feel better soon. Is there something that you want to happen that would help? Even if it isnt possible, what might that be?

puds11 · 19/02/2012 20:35

hi op did you have a thread on here not so long ago?
i hope you are starting to feel better

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takethecraproad · 19/02/2012 22:33

desperate.. thankyou. maybe if I took my child privately to a neurologist it would help. maybe if I divorced my dh it would help.
but I feel as if I am losing my control.. and dh is taking it.
puds.. yes. I have a useless memory for my threads but they would all be about the same thing. it ebbs and flows.

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takethecraproad · 19/02/2012 23:17

to get over this i need a plan. then when everything on the plan is done, see if things have changed or improved or i have come to terms with things any better.
why is life so bad

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takethecraproad · 20/02/2012 00:11

puds what was the subject?

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puds11 · 20/02/2012 18:02

its was a thread about a small child being seriously injured whilst in care of DH

OriginalJamie · 20/02/2012 18:07

Someone on here the other day who was feeling absolutely desperate got great relief from talking to the Samaritans.

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