My husband has asked for a divorce today a letter arrived saying that i had not paid a bill (catologue) as i have not been able to pay for a few months (yes stupid i know) but we have 3 children and i was on maternity pay so i put it off i was hopeing.to grab the mail before my husband as today i have been paid and could
have paid the bloody bill off. well my husband got to it first now due to.my own fault my husband has said he wants a divorce and in the space of an afternoon has the papers to fill in.
Now he's telling me not to contest the divorce that it will be cheaper and that to bring the kids in to it he will be going for full custody and i will lose due.to the fact.i have epilepsy and it is too dangerous for me to have the kids on my own so he refuses to leave and thinks i should leave
so i lay here now sobbing lost the love of my life and.my children i feel so useless i don't want to.put my kids through all this i love my babies so much but what kind of useless mum i'm i?? I can.not live without my family as it is i jut want to run to vanish and leave them.all to get on with there lives
i coukd not stand to be without my babies everyday