I had a chest infection which has now developed into pneumonia, i was admitted into hospital on wed night. Since I've been here ive been placed in a ward full of older people who are suffering from dementia aswell as chest problems. Its freaking me the fuck out, they wont let me go home as the oxygen levels in my blood are too low. They cant understand why and now in thinking all manner of horrible things tgat maybe preventing me from getting better. Ive been for a cry in the toilet like the bloody coward i am, but i cant help it, i feel like the walls are closing in on me, all around me i see very ill old people who dont even know that they are in hospital or who ask me my name ten million tines a day. Im just freaking out and very scared and cant stop myself thinking the worst.