to have a phobia of going on hoilday

[BlissfulMistletoe]

i hear most of my friends talk about their hoildays, and i does sound fun.

anyhow, the thought of 1st booking a hoilday sends me with dread, sorting passports for children, medical insurance and thats before i have left the door...then there is getting to the airport, checking in, boarding a plane ect...then being on hoilday, what am i suposed to do.

i normally just go to butlins, only 2 hours drive and i know i can get home....but i want to go on hoilday where there is sunshine instead of rain ( my luck in life lol).

You are definitely not being unreasonable. I hate taking the DCs on holiday too.
We can't afford much in the way of holidays because of other commitments but I wouldn't want to go even if we were millionaires.
I hate the airport. I hate the hotels. I hate the places. I hate the packing.
Before I had the DCs, and when I was single I was a keen traveller. I would go anywhere and mix with all sorts of people. Now I would far rather stay at home. I cannot understand it but there it is.