and to want to KILL IT DEAD?
I've run out of oil. Again. In a total catch 22 - can't afford to fill the tank, so am putting in 200l a month, and at the moment, that is lasting 3-4 weeks. (costing £135 a pop). To fill the tank would be £603.
It's unbeliveably expensive - compared to gas, in London I was paying maybe £50-60 a month in gas through the winter, and was always in credit.
ARRRGH. I've just asked them for a direct debit, but the way that works is you pay each month until you have enough to fill the tank. So basically, for the next few months I'll have to pay double what I am now, then we'll be OK. Except I don't have that.
And I'm COLD. Stupid house.