to be really fucked and fucked off

[TrinIsASadSpottyFatRhino]

neil
duke
hurt kids
hole in heart
pain
guilt
pain guilt x100

fuck it all
I can't do it anymore

I'm giving up
fuck everything
everthing is so corrupt
everything is so sad
and unfair

fuck life
I can't get on top of it
it's too much

end fucking of.
fullstop.
finished.
.
.

I wish you werent so far away Trin, I've never met you but i'd be over in a heartbeat. What you've been and still going through is so tough. You can be strong though, you know that. Your girls are going to be happy, you are such an excellent role model for them.
Have you had much to drink?
Why not have one last fag and see if you can get some kip? Talk to DP in the morning.

Water is good!
Have a good sleep. All will be better in the morning :-)
Maybe not perfect, but better.

tahnlkyu

I can feelt he huygs
thaegkyou
ii@mm sorrr

You don't need to apologise for anything Trinity.

its taksen a fucking long time to feel a tiby bit etter
a fuckihbling time
and ain tat time I have lost myy ddog
and my hggirls are hurting so much
so much
too lon too long
tool, ong

Trin.

Look at me.

It's OK. Duke needed to go - it's OK.

It's OK to love Neil and DP - It truly is.

Come Here and have a cwtch.

This night will pass.

Trin all I can offer is an un MNetty ((((hug))))

Sorry you are having a bad time at the moment and hope tomorrow is a fraction better.

Thinking of you and your girls.

Trin I do not know you or your sad story that has brought you here. I do know that is makes me sad to hear that people are so unhappy and I also know that you will find many people on here are kind and thoughtful.
take care of yourself and take it even easier

How are you feeling this morning Trin? Hope you managed to get some sleep.

for you , I will leave it here for you to find this morning

You are doing ok

I left a hug too. I don't do that so no one else is allowed to go searching for Kreecherhugs.
Trin, I hope you had a decent night's sleep.
Hug again.

thanks everyone
I'm sorry I came and crapped all over mn ast night ith such a drnk maudling thread

I feel ok this morning

think i drank enough water before bed

the sun is shining, the little ones are playing horses

we are ok

'monday-morning-spikey'

thanks

Trinity, I too hate to think of you sad.
I didn't know about your dog, I am sorry
But yes, strength from here
x

thanks jajas and champagne

hi yearning

feeling more positive today but I haven't got off my arse yet

Bless you Trinity, you don't have to apologise for having a meltdown. It is not surprising you needed to off load and off loading on here and using it as a safety net is better than letting it fester and then you having a breakdown in RL. I am glad you felt able to post.

Glad you are feeling more positive.