No man, no sex for a very, very long time. Have good, interesting job, keep fit, am slim (it's a struggle though), interests, a social life. Am becoming consumed with thought that I am ugly & unattractive to men. Men can just go out and pay for sex. This is not something I would rule out for me but it is far less available for women (and hideously expensive). Known amongst friends as The One Who Is Really Good Fun but they have no idea how unhappy my manless, sexless state makes me. Friendly & receptive to meeting new people, tried the I-have-so-many-good-things-in-my-life-should-not-want-anything-more mantra but it makes no difference. Thought that I might wake up on my own every single day until the end of my life causes me endless unhappiness. Anyone else in the same boat?