OK, I am. And I am being self indulgent but I can't quite kick myself out of it.
So, I got married on Saturday. And we had the absolute best day. It was brilliant and so much fun and I just want to do it all again.
I am gutted that it is over, gutted that all of our loved ones won't be in the same room ever again and gutted that it went so fast.
I wish it was this time last week when I was rushing around, being stressed, finalising all the last minute details with it all to come.
I wish I could experience the whole day as a spectator so I could see all the little details that I missed.
What's more, I have an amazing honeymoon to look forward to in two and a half weeks so why am I feeling so down and sad?