although I am well aware that the chances of getting one are the same as me winning the lottery on the day that I magically lose 3 stone and get a proposal of marriage from George Clooney.
He knows I am struggling alot with my SPD, to the point where I now cant leave the house without help. I am trying (and failing) to find wheelchair hire so I can go shopping or just round the block with someone. The pain is constant and getting comfy in bed, nigh on impossible. I also suffer with insomnia although thankfully that seems to have improved slightly. This week he has alot of late shifts so I am "not on your own with the kids all day, you can lie in and I can do most of the stuff that needs doing" his words.
Last night he came to bed at 2:30am, waking me and yanking off the duvet that I had spent ages getting right so I wouldnt have to move again then said I was over reacting when I called him inconsiderate. I used that word, inconsiderate, not WANKER or TWAT, which is what I was thinking!
Get woken by the kids going downstairs and watching TV waiting for DH who said he would be "down in a minute". I go for a wee and DH by then was back asleep. I got collared by ds2, fair enough, so went and sorted out breakfast etc. Realised we were out of milk, shouted DH, no reply. Sent dd up, said he would be "down in a minute, but he's gone back to sleep Mum". Put the back pack on, got my sticks and hobbled to the shop and back. It was nice actually, to be out of the house, but fucking agony. I made sure I slammed the door on my way out. He was up when I got back saying "Why didnt you ask me to go" 
He sat on his arse all morning watching what he wanted on TV, then got ready for work and left. I put the dinner in the slow cooker, got the kids lunch and did a load of washing. When I asked for help I got "yes, in a minute"
So when he rang about an hour ago to "see how I was doing" I told him, in no uncertain terms how my day had been and promptly burst into tears, mainly out of tiredness but also out of sheer frustration that he talked the talk but didnt actually fulfill his promises. So he got stroppy and I hung up on him.
He will do what he always does when he is in the wrong and sulk, not talk to me until I push it and then eventually may give a grudging apology that takes all of his effort.
I have saved his portion of dinner even though I was sorely tempted to bin it, but I wont waste food! He is a thoughtless arse occasionally but generally pretty good with doing stuff. He doesnt need to be asked to do a load of washing and understands that doing laundry includes drying it and putting it away too. He will clear up after dinner, make lunch, always makes the kids packed lunches, will do bed time etc without being asked. All the things that alot of women have to nag their OHs to do, he does without being asked.
So why, when he promised that today he would specifically help me out, did he do the opposite and actually did less than normal? And act like I am the arse?