I have a phd (biology area ) and have done volunteering in the past. I cant even get a paid internship as there's so many other people that have just been kicked out of a job in the same area of work/ done 1y+ of volunteering to get that specific job.
I dont want to stay in academia, it's not practical for most women and the vast majority of phd female friends are dropping out after theyve finished (but this is another rant topic).
Ive volunteered in the past, have a good c.v.and i really cant afford to volunteer for months on end without a job. My confidence is low and im wondering why i ever did a stupid phd in the first place. Im now mid/late 20s with nothing to show for it and no career at all. To make things worse there are no jobs in the public sector, where i think i could make a massive difference to conservation research.
I just feel like im getting nowhere and nothing will change unless the tories simultaneously suffer from sudden adult death syndrome the economy recovers
gggrrrrrrrrrr AIBU/ WWYD?