After ds was born I got quite depressed. I had found the birth traumatic, breastfeeding painful fir the first three months and struggled to cope in general. I didn't really enjoy that time with him.
I had dd 2 weeks ago. Birth was great, feeding started badly but sorted it quickly as I knew what to do. I was really looking forward to showing her off to family and friends. Then she got bronchiolitus.
Been in hospital for a week now. The first few days were awful. Thankfully she's much better now, I actually thought we'd get home today. Dr just told me it could be another week. I am gutted. I want home so badly. This place is depressing and I miss my little boy so much. This time was meant to be special and it's just been horrible.