In the past year I have bought a house had a baby and got married which are all wonderful but were extremely stressful and I gt pnd , not long after I was diagnosed my dh came down with depression too and I had to basically forget how bad I felt to look after and worry a out him instead , I feel awful saying this but I don't really think he was that depressed he has had it in the past but I'm sure this time he just wanted to be at home with the baby and because he hates his job but has never made any effort to look for another one I am just sick of constantly worrying about him ,he is a hypochondriac too and there is always something fecking wrong with him . On top of all this he is never going to be bothered about making a better life for us it's up too me to get a good career and wage and the pressure of it is getting to me . I have family issues too despite all I have acheived this year my dad still criticises me
for not having passed my driving test yet and how my sister (who is sixteen) will be driving before me no mention of all the things I have done . My parents also resent the fact that my fil is rich and make me feel bad about how much he has helped us financially , all I get is how do you think it makes us feel ? Sorry for the rant I just feel angry and resentful all the time at the minute even about little things like not having enough money to go out ever ,ni sometimes feel like running away from it all which also makes me feel bad because I know how lucky I am .