Ok so while nothing specific has actually happened, no fall outs no arguments or anything, i just KNOW that the pil's dislike me. Always have.
We went out for tea with the pil & other family memebrs for mils birthday tonight.
other family memebrs were "off" with me, clearly and obviously "off" with me, trying to make conversation with them but they were cold and gave one word answers etc, made it very hard work, so i kinda gave up.
I knew it would be like that and didnt want to go, but i did anyway.
So they have all gone back to mil's house and i told dh i had a headache and asked him to take me home.
so now im home on my own, a bit miffed about being made to feel an outcast again, so why should i put myself through it. They dont want me there so i have come home.
im a bit 
about it tbh.