To refuse to share my children with my husband

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We have been together 10 years, have 4 children under 7.
For their whole lives i have done everything for them, every nappy change, 99.99 % of feeds, planned everything etc you get the point. My relationship with mu husband is not great. No point going into it but this morning is an example he had a tantrum because i didn't want sex ended up with him storming off etc so me and the kids alone again.

I know if I ever left him he would want the kids overnight, for holidays and ( horror) for christmas even though he spends no time now and couldn't care less about special occasions.

Aibu to stay for the simple reason i don't want to share my children after 7 years of not having to.

just to say thats not a dig at you OP

Well exactly fangs, why would you have 3 more if he did nothing with the first? Why would you create a situation where you had sole responsibilty for 4 children? Its not all on him is it?

I think you're tired and stressed and it's 1/2 term. You have four children under 7 - no wonder you didn't feel like sex. You are doing the hard yards and things will probably get better. I hope so.